by Shaours

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We spent the last six months working on this track.
This song is a memory of our childhood, and our traumas as kids.
Everything we experience as children leads us where we are now.
Think about all these flashbacks that flicker in your mind when you invoke em, pictures inked into your own consciousness.


"Escape The Hill
Walking in line
No matter if they stare back
To the ground
I wish not to fall
Obey to the vile
In that division
No one get's out

Nest of Alienation
He runs for the nation
To change my will
From all addiction
I read all the fable
And drink at their idol
I've had this vision
All that I'd greep's in fiction

Insane glow
Came from dawn
Into bones
Tense to break

Feel This

I was still a child
I was pure

(I still feel this)

Regret's nothing
walk through crowd
Predicate to lose
(I have left my tribe)

In desolation
I prevail
The Loudest silence
Carries me like noise
A Lovecraft note
(In Dereliction)

My shadow
Changed itself
And visions
Sharp and pale
No sun, in resting days
(And dissociated)

dreams and realness
Dust and nothingness
I'm faithless
I chose a lonely way
In endless grey

I would die for you to feel the same
I will nod for those who'll throw your shell
I could erase spell erasing your name
I spare worlds above hiding the blame

I was still a child
I was pure

When the time has come to get back what you had
You turn once again to the shadow of your past
As we rise to the sun, we dive in the sand
Leaving this world with no sound

Turn this page and write another line
As you reach out to your inner child
Embrace him with the flames in your mind
The warmth, the peace you used to know

Shall deliver yourself from the horrors below

Rise to the sun and sink in the ground
Devour this life as it is your last supper
Erase the blades that cuts what you’ve found
And remember these years of summer

You rise and rise and rise to the sun
To your never ending safe haven"


released December 17, 2019

Written and recorded by SHAOURS and THOMAS RUIZ.
Reamping, Mix and Mastering by ALEX ORTA at DreamY Studio.


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